COMFORTABLY NUMB

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 19:22:01

Syd Barrett’s death got me thinking in Pink Floyd song titles. A scary concept I know. “Careful With That Axe Eugene” didn’t fit the situation here in NOLA but one title nailed it: “Comfortably Numb” from “The Wall.” Comfortably numb describes the state of our political judicial and socio-economic systems here pre-K.  We were muddling through at all levels but as long as we were comfortable we were numb.

Then came Hurricane Katrina which by analogy was to New Orleans what the last part of “Great Expectations” by Charles Dickens was to Pip the hero of the novel.  Pip had always thought that the bitter recluse Miss Havisham had been his financial benefactor. He was wrong. His real patron was Magwich an escaped convict turned magnate whom Pip had helped while a child. There are two scenes that complete the analogy:

First   Pip confronts Miss Havisham who had led him to believe that she had helped him. She had also cruelly used her beautiful ward Estella to torment Pip. Miss Havisham lived in a large and spooky house but spent most of her time in a dining room wherein a wedding feast had been laid but never served. Miss Havisham’s fiancee had jilted her. The table remained untouched including an aged wedding cake that had been gnawed upon by vermin. Miss Havisham always wore her wedding dress as a badge of shame and delusional martyrdom.

Pip let Miss Havisham have it: telling her what an evil and horrid crone she was; especially the way she’d used Estella as an instrument of vengeance against the male gender. Miss Havisham being a Dickens character realized the error of her ways but then a coal rolled out of the fire and set Miss Havisham’s dress ablaze. Pip tries to put the fire out by using the venerable tablecloth but it crumbles and Miss Havisham dies; a victim of in her case being uncomfortably numb.

How does this apply to NOLA? Miss Havisham is a perfect symbol of the city. For years we allowed our city to rot and decay and instead of trying to do something about it we turned to drama drugs booze food and apathy. If I had a hundred dollar bill for every time I’ve heard “you can’t change fill in the blank it’s New Orleans ” I’d be as rich as Pip’s portly solicitor Mr. Jaggers. I’ve heard that line applied to government litter crime you name it; it’s the catchall excuse. The city and its people were all comfortably numb.

Second at the end of the book Pip returns to Miss Havisham’s house in an attempt to prevent his first love Estella from turning into her step-mum Miss Havisham. Pip finds Estella sitting in Miss Havisham’s dark and filthy dining room where else? The curtains had not been opened since the day Miss Havisham was jilted. Pip rips the curtains open and flings the windows open. The curtains crumble from years of dust and disuse. But Pip has let the sun and fresh air in. Having faced their demons honestly Pip and Estella go on to a better life.

Hurricane Katrina swept our old systems away; exposing them as rotten corrupt and structurally unsound. Post-K everything has collapsed; especially the criminal justice system. The criminal courts no longer function. There is no place to house juvenile offenders so they must be put back on the streets even those who pose a danger to the rest of us. Debrisville is like Miss Havisham’s decrepit mansion but there’s no Pip to level with us and help us to pick up the pieces and start anew. Why? Because for nearly two centuries New Orleans was comfortably numb and content with and downright proud of its apathy and backwardness. The storm *should* have provided a jolt to the system but the future remains unclear. One thing *is* clear: being comfortably numb is no longer an option. Instead we need great expectations.

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